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Name: Austin
Country: United States
State: Louisiana
Metro: Alexandria
Birthday: 4/15/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: Painting, Drawing, Playing Drums, Listening to music, Hangin with friends, Reading, Watching Tv, swimming, Conduncting band, really loud rock music.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/21/2005
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| Hey guys
I am kind of feeling down. Im going down, My whole worlds up side down. Oh sorry got of on a mary j blige moment there. anyways i havent gone to church in about a month and i guess i dont feel like a good christian any more. I know im a decent person and everything but i just feel like i dont live my life for god anymore. The other day me and a cuple of friends where looking an my friend David Cole's bible. It was all tore up and tattered. Then out of now where Dave Perry had this strange zen moment and said" a person whos bible is torn and trashed on the out side, shows that they are not on the inside. I dont know where he got that from becouse he isnt really that kind of guy, but the comment really stuck with me. My bible is dusty and unused and that is kind of how i feel about god. I am dusty to him. I havent let him use me to do his ministry and show the world what a great and lobing god he is. I am forcing my self to go back to church. I know what kind of person forces there selves to go to church but i am. I know it will take a while for me to burst into holey flames but its something to do. I guess i really half to thank Dave next time i see him. The comment may have not even phased him but it definatley changed my way of thing. The way i have been liveing.
Much love
austin b
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| hey guys,
im getting ready to get ready to go to the football game tonight. isnt that wierd how you have to get ready to get ready to do something... oh its not maybe its just me. nothing interesting is happaning just thought i would drop in to say hello and im not dead just boring. type later when something exciting happens.
austin
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| hey guys its just me
who else could it be
im thinking of quitting being drum major and quiting band all together. My prick of a band director really gets on my nerves. he doesnt understand that i have other things in my life that take priority over band. I feel like such a band nerd for complaining about this. I really am stressed out about collage. I need to get into one so i can make allot of money becouse i really need to be rich. I am sick of being poor. Technically i am not poor my parents are. Hey mom dad while i am on the subject i would really like a car so holla! My shcool work is going fine, but i was late to every one of my classes today for one reason or another. I am also stressing out about this ACT boot camp. I really need to make better that a 21. Considering all the things i have complained about i really couldnt be happier. Life is good... GOD is good... and Im... trying to be good.
Much love
Briar raven
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|  She is so Freakin Hott!!!
 and ii love her....and ii will marry her someday!!!
 ii promise!!!
 ii dont have to comment
 ii love her!!
 and agian
You're only as strong as the alcohol you drink
the tables you dance on & the friends that hold you T o G e T h E r
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| Hey everybody just sitting here on my cousins computer. I am about to take a friend of mine to see a movie. SO this will be quick. I had to conduct at the Jamboree last night, and i really didnt like it. I would rather play my durm. I need to find out a way to make the band sound louder and full of energy. They play so lack lusterly. Any ways, i whent shopping today and got lots of stuff that will make me look hot. Got to go see the Brothers Grimm so ill write later.
DOnt hate
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